You still sit in my mind everyday. No matter how hard I try to tell myself “move on and forget him. You know you are happy with everything you did”. But there are those days I miss you, I wanna see you and hear your voice, but it cant happen. You won’t even talk to me. or worse wont look at me. I understand why, but it’s been pretty lonely not having the person i told my whole life too not around. But it’s not going to happen. There is so much i cant listen to or do because it makes me think of you, but now i have to build memories with a different person to forget our memories. In my heart you’re not a shadow, but in my mind and body, you’re a shadow and block in my path of love…..